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Happiness was simply one day..

Mon Dec 21, 2009, 6:17 AM
So I was ecstatic that Friday I had recovered my accounts. Saturday everything is working GREAT! I guess the person was out with friends because early this morning it all left me again...

My Facebook was DELETED this time

My MSN and YAHOO are gone til further notice

My Photo account on DA has been taken over (or is gone now)

My bank account is frozen

My paypal is gone...

but I got my ebay back? *sigh*


Merry fucking Christmas to me...

  • Mood: Homicidal

Tis the season to be unlucky...

Thu Dec 17, 2009, 2:53 AM
So...where should I begin?

October 9th- Car get into an accident. JOY...

November 25th- Lost my job for stupid reasons

December 5-10 Husband comes home, but little time is spent and horrible things happened that I'd rather just forget.

December 12- Best friend loses their job.

December 16-17: 3 email accounts hacked into, lost. Facebook- lost to the hacker who was LOGGED ON AS ME, and then talked to anyone who talked to them (which happened to be my mother and myself.)

.. .. .. .. .. I really am hating life right now.. .. .. .. just saying...

  • Mood: Homicidal

Starting from Scratch

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 26, 2009, 9:48 AM
So I lost my job at the Fort Worth Science Museum yesterday and it really stung in all aspects. There was no sudden warning, just, let go. They told me what I did, had me sign the papers and walked me to where I would be picked up.

I wish I had some warning so I knew what to change, but apparently being myself was what was wrong. So now I have no real source of income, again (Unless you include the 18 bucks every three weeks or so from Game Stop working)

::iconkagehikoshi:: There are some prints available on there. Maybe I'll get a sub so I could have more control and make things more affordable, but I'm not asking or pleading for you to buy, but simply check it out.

Way to stat my holidays, huh? I wish I could offer commissions or something, but I am not a any sort of level to do anything like that.

My husband is still in California so my holidays will be spent with my family (as usual)

...I wish I knew what to do now. I'm still in a bit of shock and pain.

Skin by ~jennyleigh
  • Mood: Disbelief
  • Listening to: Yesterdays News band
  • Reading: My release papers
  • Watching: Horror Movies
  • Playing: Pokemon
  • Eating: Whatever is for Thanksgiving
  • Drinking: Promise land Cinnimon Vanilla...

I need help in deciding on something...

Sat Oct 24, 2009, 7:13 AM
  • Mood: Christmas Spirited
  • Listening to: Welcome Home
  • Reading: Not Always Right.com
  • Watching: Sherlock Hound
  • Playing: LOOKING FOR PLATINUM
  • Eating: Just had some eggs, yum
  • Drinking: Cranapple
So my mother asks me to do some research on art tablets to see what I would like for Christmas. I currently use a Wacom Graphire that has NO issues what so ever.

So, all I am seeking is recommendations. I don't know to go down the Wacom line, like the Bamboo, or should I check out Art Kanvas, or is there something else you guys use that you love and would recommend?

So in your response, since I can't do polls, could you tell me what you would recommend and why you love it so much. ANY response back would be greatly appreciated!

I say this over and over...

Mon Oct 5, 2009, 6:14 AM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Aerials- SOAD
  • Reading: Poptart ingrediants
  • Watching: silverishness sketch
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts- Fractions
  • Eating: I really need to eat something
  • Drinking: I guess AMP purple?
Nothing much to say about this. I can't get a decent picture out to save my life.

Maybe this isn't the path for me. Maybe I should just retire the paper and pencils (and tablet/scanner) and find something I am good at. It isn't drawing, that's for certain... It's always what I wanted to do...

But there is something growing up and life has taught me, and that is that you can't always do what you dream to do- you have to do what you can do...

Dreams wont help you get into school, have a family, even have a future. Dreams just force you to hold onto something that isn't there. That is why they are dreams and not reality.

I admire those who can simply disappear into those dreams and pretend that the reality of facts aren't there. I can't do that anymore...

There just isn't anything left in this shell- not even dreams.

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